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[20 Mar 2005|09:45pm] |
today some asshole-o guy backed into paul's car and his front bumper came off. so tomorrow he has to get an estimate and he has to drive his granny's car (which was automatic windows.score.) until his car is fixed.
the reason this update is not funny/witty is because this is not paul!
paul loves rachael..
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everytime i update this, i always begin by saying "man, i havent written in here in a while". And so i will say this. Man, i havent written in here in a while. There, its done and said. Anyways, i may sound like a penis for saying this, but ive been entirely too busy for this thingy. The only reason im updating is because i feel bad that everyone on my friends list updates more than i shower. Lately life has been very monotonous with the exception of sprin break finally coming. But, now that that is over i can go back to the monotony. School is finally almost over, and i find myself wanting to get out so bad. Not because i think im a grown boy, or that im too good to learn, but because i cant stand 95% of the people who go to my school. I just drift through the day very blandly, and dont really speak to too many people. Actually i dont even say anything until i get to my lunch period. But other than that minor detail (school 5 days a week for 13 years), my life is going very well right now. My girlfriend is just delicious, and whenever im not at school or work, that is pretty much where my attention goes. And i like it that way. Oh yeah, work. Well, work is ok, other than the fact that i am always 2 weeks behind in my pay, which always bothers me. Also, something happened to my debit card thingy, so i now cant have access to the little money i had in there. Which also chaps my beehind. But, spring break was very fun, and i had a good time hanging out with the same three people, all in intervals, for the whole week. My girlfriend made a cake in the shape of a heart, and i ate it. Eat your heart out ;). I just thought of that one. But anyways, everything is swell, i just thought i would express it into my journal for once. Well, i have nothing else to say for now....um, i got new shoes?...no,no im done.
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[23 Sep 2004|01:22pm] |
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Leave your name and I will tell you what I honestly think of you. i love you.
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[07 Aug 2004|12:28pm] |
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. What is your favorite thing about me?
10. Do you still think that way about me now?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Are you going to put this on your LJ and see what I say about you?
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[01 Aug 2004|10:08pm] |
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the past three days have been pretty cool if you ask me. and two days ago was pretty awesome too. two days ago was my birthday, by the way. my birthday day was pretty cool, i woke up and went and picked up rachael, and then uhh we did something, i cant remember exactly what all happened two days ago, because thats a long time ago. but we DID go to cafe east and chow down, as i like to say. then after that, we rented two movies: monster, and 21 grams. i, personally didnt like the movie monster at all. i found it rather weird and uninteresting. and i havent watched 21 grams yet, because, to tell you the truth, i have no idea what its about. but i will eventually watch it. today i went school clothes shopping with rachael, even though she only bought like 3 things, and then we went to best buy and i spent most of my birthday money there. i bought the movie batman, because batman is the shit of course. and i bought a coldplay cd. then we went back to my house and watched batman, at first we were gonna watch 21 grams, but i begged rachael to watch batman, because it is incredibly better. so after she left, i wanted to go swing by my buddy ryans house to say bye because he is leaving to new mexico for a week. so i get in my car, and the stupid thing doesnt start. apparently my battery is dead, which is the stupidest thing ive ever heard, since this is a brand new car and ive only been driving it for a week. so, needless to say, im mad about that. ill leave it at that.
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[19 Jul 2004|02:59pm] |
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this whole summer has been very busy for me, much different than what i expected. rachael left a few days ago for a vacation to mexico for 12 days. im gonna miss her :( and last wednesday i got my license, and then on saturday i got a brand new car. my grandma called the dealership just to look for a new car for herself so i could have her old car. but the way the loan came out, the financial guy said that it would just be better to buy 2 new cars and trade in the car we already have. so my grandma did that, and we both ended up getting new cars. its a black chevy cavalier, 2004. its pretty nice. i drove almost 100 miles yesterday just shittin around with my buddy ryan. but yeah, and then in a little more than a week it is mine and rachaels birthday coming up, so i have to get this cd thing for her that she wants, i just have to find money first thats all. things are becoming very busy lately, and i kinda like it. then when school starts i need to get a job and pay for my insurance, little pauler is growin up ;) but i think today im gonna go 1 dollar bowl the hell out of fun plex with whitney, cause thats what we do.
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i just got back from my trip today. i went to san antonio with a couple aunts for a couple days, and we walked everywhere. seriously. we walked everywhere. we walked something like 16 miles in two days in san antonio. then after that, we travelled to san marcos. i took a tour of texas state university with my aunt, who also went to school there. she showed me around, and it looks like a cool place. so my aunt, who is a principal at a school, is going to help me out with grants and shit to go there. so i will most likely be going there for college. then after that, we headed to wimberley, which is a small town right outside of san marcos. its like an old western town and they have these huge cabins for people to stay in, and we had booked a huge cabin for my family's family reunion for this year. so we get there, and the cabin is all run down and old and shitty, but we made the best of it. there were about 40 family members there, and there were 11 rooms in the cabin. there wasnt much to do there, other than swimming in the river right below us and playing cards/watching tv. so i chose the watching the tv option for a while. but then my grandma went and got inner tubes for some of us to float on the river with. it was fun, except that i forgot to put sunscreen on my legs, and right now they are horribly red and they hurt alot. other than that im peachy ;). but yeah, so we got back home today, and i got to see my rachie pie, and i gave her some shit i bought her. and then she gave me some awesome stuff. she got me resorvoir dogs, she made me a cool pillow and she bought me some incense, with a HOLDER for the incense, which i have never had before. so then we hung out for a little while and she had to go home. the past week or so has been pretty busy, im hoping that i can go back to being lazy and being able to sit around and watch ken jennings kick ass on jeopardy everyday from now on. you know what im talkin bout.
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long time no see, mr. j..
ive been pretty busy the last month or however long its been since i have updated. ill give you a brief overview of what has happened to me since i last updated. well, i finished the year of school, done bein a junior. gonna be a senior, it feels a little weird, i still kinda feel like a sophomore, but thats how the cookie mushes. so, right after school ended for the year, i came back up to the school, stood in line for about 2 and a half hours and signed up for summer school! damn administrators always find a way to get ya. so i went through 2 and a half more weeks of shit called summer school. the only good thing about summer school was that clay was there to entertain me in between the long boooring learning periods of algebra 2. and i tried my ultimate hardest because they said anyone with an 85 average or above could be exempted from the exam and miss the last day of summer school. so i tried my hardestest and clay also tried his hardestest...to copy my hard work precisely. and he did a superb job, i must say. and if i also must say, it was about 65% of my doing that got that poor sap exempted from class. but hey, what are moochers for? to entertain you, thats what!
but yeah anyway so i finished summer school and now its on to senior year in about a month or so. hopefully senior year will be a breeze, seeing as though ill only have 5 classes and i get out at 12:40 AND i will be driving back and forth to school. yeehaw! but im getting ahead of myself here.
also, as of may 11 (apparently, thats what she told me) i have a girlfriend. her name is bertha eugene mcdingle, she weighs a hefty 347 pounds. but hey, more lovin for the oven, i say! shes on the subway diet though..she takes the subway to mcdonalds everyday! !*badachinnnnng*! but, no seriously folks, her name is rachael and shes awesome. she gave me this cool wheel of fortune hand held game, which was a mistake, because i am the friar of fortune (which means im really good at it) and i beat her measly high score in my first try. but as long as im bragging about game shows, has anyone seen jeopardy lately? MAN ken jennings is a god, hes the 22-day champ and he has like over 700,000 buckeroos. yeah, me and him are like THIS, man, on the same wavelength, we were like brothers separated at birth. but back to what i was saying, rachael is the coolest and i love her bunches <3.14. which is ours by the way, i just wanted to mention that to someone who may or may not have STOLEN it blatantly from us. and that someone with a blonde streak in her hair knows who she is. but yeah, i think ive typed enough to make up for the month i was away. ill try to update again, the next time someone nags me about it. ;)
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Take the quiz: "Which American City Are You?"
Cleveland
You are blue collar and Rock n Roll. You Work hard and party harder.
well thats kind of a let down, i was hoping i would get a fun city. what are you trying to say..
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[26 Apr 2004|05:09pm] |
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poo
buddycakes
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MUWHAHA THIS IS NOT PAULER!
what now bitches?
word to your mothers.
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[14 Apr 2004|04:31pm] |
I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less.
Ask me anything you want.
Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.
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this weekend has been fucking eventful so far. on thursday after school i hung out with ryan all night and we just chilled, you know, we do what we do, man. then i woke up on friday, and i KNEW it was 'show day' so i got all excited and worked out for a while. then i took a shower and got ready and shit. then whitney picked me up, and we were running so fuckin late, but what do you expect. its whitney. so then we went and picked up rachael and taylor and we went. we made it there pretty quick, but there was still a fuckin longgg line. so of course it got sold out, and they said a second show was gonna start at 11. so we decided to wait. we had been waiting in the car for about 20 minutes when rachael and taylor decided to leave. so they called someone and waited for their ride. so the rest of us chilled, and walked to jack in the box and i got a shake. then we pretty much just stood around for 2 hours. finally we got into the second show, and as soon as the first fuckin band started, like the second song they played, i got elbowed right in the fuckin eye. it was so fuckin swollen and purple and disgusting and it still is. i look like rocky, only without the weird lip thing he does. fuckin weirdo. i almost passed out after i got elbowed cause i was fuckin so thirsty and my head was throbbing from the elbow. so i went to the restroom and threw water on myself and got back to business, baby. i went back out there and moshed some more. but anyways. we left before we got to see as i lay dying because it was like 1:30 in the morning. so we left and i got home at like 2:15, so i took a shower and went to bed. then today i woke up at like 2:30 in the afternoon, and i didnt do shit all day until austin called me. we decided to go to the movies and see alamo. it was a bad ass movie, but we had to leave early because his curfew is 12 now that he has probation. so we leave at around 11: fuckin 45 like the dumbasses we are. and he starts speeding his ass off to get home in time and of course theres a cop we dont see, so the cop drives up to stop us and like the dumbasses we are, we pound the fuckin gas and austin goes into a neighborhood and thinks he can pull into a drive way and turn the lights off and he wont see us. so then he saw us, and austin got some shit from the cop, but austin ended up kissing enough ass that he just got a warning. so we got lucky. and so here i am. tomorrow is easter and blah blah, i have to do family shit for a little while tomorrow, im not too excited about that. but what can ya do.
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i had one of the most fun days in a very long time today. thanks whitney
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i totally just met david carr. for anyone who doesnt know, hes the quarterback of the texans. he was at ruthies when i went there with my grandma and sister. hes the coolest, i got his autograph, and he took a picture with my sister and some of her friends and stuff. hes so cool, he probably even takes shits cool. but yeah, his autograph is never leaving my wallet, i wont let air get exposed to it for any reason other than kissing it. on to the survey!
All ME-
Current mood: cheerful
Current music: none...stupid computer
Current taste: big red gum babay
Current hair: um, its always been my hair
Current clothes: cowboy shirt, shorts
Current annoyance: unbelievably..nothing
Current smell: does dust have a smell to it?
Current thing I ought to be doin: out having fun somewhere..stupid friday nights
Current windows open: this one, and aim
Current desktop picture: tenacious d babay
Favorite band: i dont really have a favorite, i just like a lot of em
Current book: catcher in the rye will be starting shortly
Current crush: what am i, 12?
Current favorite celeb: uh, what am i, 13?
Current hate: too many things, man
=Do I=
smoke?: what is this, the spanish inquisition?
drugs?: what the
Have sex?: i wish dude
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: i dont member my dreams
Remember your first love?: yeah
Still love him/her?: yes
Read the newspaper?: as often as i open christmas presents
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: yeah
Believe in miracles?: no
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: it depends on what kind of mood im in, but most of the time, no.
Consider love a mistake?: it can be, it can fuck up your life in some cases
Like the taste of alcohol?: yes
Have a favorite candy?: butterfinger..mmm..
Believe in astrology?: no, but its interesting to read and see if, by chance, it was right..even though its really vague
Believe in magic?: no
Believe in god?: pish posh
Have any pets: yes, a doggy named audrey
Go to or plan to go to college: i plan on it
Have any piercingS?: nope
Have any tattoos?: nuh uh
Have an obsession?: yeah a few
Have a secret crush?: what am i, 11?
Do they know yet?: what are you, 12?
Have a best friend?: yes, two of em
Wish on stars?: what am i, 6?
Care about looks?: if the person has a really great personality who matches with me, i dont really care about looks
=Love life=
First crush: i dont remember dude
First kiss: new years a couple years ago
Single or attached?: too all you nice ladies out there..im single *cough* im sorry ladies :(
Ever been in love?:
Do you believe in love at first sight?: no, that would be caring about looks WAY too much, which is dumb
Do you believe in "the one?": i believe everyone thinks they have the one when they are in love, but they arent always the one, the person just desperately wants someone to be their "one"
Describe your ideal significant other: good question. she would have to be a she, she would have to keep up with me at the dinner table, enjoy any type of music other than the gay type, be kind of competitive, be a jokester, and to be very open minded on everything
=Juicy stuff=
Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?: yeah, its called "GETUPINTHEMORNINGANDTAKEASHOWER" i play it everyday
Have you ever been intoxicated?: yeah
Favorite place to be kissed?: ill get back to you on that one
Have you ever been caught: well that would have to mean that i would have to be in a sexual act to be caught, so ill get back to you on that one also
Are you a tease?: fuck no, what do i have to tease
Shy to make the first move?: yeah, definitely
=Word association=
Rock: bald
Green: lucky
Wet: t-shirt..sorry
Cry: tears
Peanut: the comic strip
Hay: horsies
Cold: tissues
Steamy: teapot
Fast: indian people..you know..they fast
Freaky: halloween costumes
Rain: today
Bite: dogs
fuck: porn
Blow: the movie with johnny depp
Religion: a fad that everyone is getting into now because of that movie, it all of a sudden has become a big thing again
--APPEARANCE:--
Hair: short, gelled out babay
Eyes: blue, i get complimented on them alot ;)
Height: 5'7
--LAST THING YOU:--
Bought: lunch at school
Ate & Drank: cheese enchiladas, coke
Read: rotten.com
Watched on tv: that 70's show
--EITHER / OR:--
club or houseparty: houseparty
beer or cider: beer
drinks or shots: drinks
cats or dogs: dogs
single or taken: single
pen or pencil: pen
gloves or mittens: ive never worn mittens before, so ill go with those
food or candy: food
cassette or cd: cd
coke or pepsi: coke
--WHO DO YOU WANT TO:--
kill: no one at the moment
get really wasted with: haha, whitney
look like: i dont wanna look like anyone, people should be like snowflakes, none look the same
--LAST PERSON YOU--
talked to: grandma
hugged: kerem
instant messaged: buddy
kissed: its been so long, man
--WHERE DO YOU--
eat: any place that equips my mouth with food
cry: whatever place i happen to be at when i cry
wish you were: out, anywhere with friends
--HAVE YOU EVER...--
Dated one of your best friends?: no
Loved somebody so much it makes you cry?: no, thats a dumb reason to cry, but maybe im just bitter
Drank alcohol?: yeah
Done drugs?: yeah
Broken the law?: yeah
Run away from home?: no, never needed to
Broken a bone?: not once, milk does THIS body good
Played Truth Or Dare?: yeah, but it was with a bunch of guys, so its not what youre thinking...maybe ;)
Kissed someone you didn't know?: no, ive barely kissed people i know
Been in a fight?: yeah a few
Come close to dying?: come to think of it, i dont think i ever have
--WHAT IS:-
The most embarrassing CD in your collection?: that stupid 59 south cd, it sucks so much
Your bedroom like?: 3/4 green, kinda cramped, big ass beautiful tv
Your favorite thing for breakfast?: i hate breakfast, but every morning i have brown sugar pop tarts
Your favorite restaurant?: wendys, by far
--RANDOM QUESTIONS--
What's on your bedside table?: i dont have a bedside table
What you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?:leftovers
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?: riding in cars with boys, gets me every time
If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?: im not stupid, i wouldnt do that
What is your biggest fear?: theres so many, i couldnt pick one
What feature are you most insecure about?: my gut
Do you ever have to beg?: yeah sometimes
Are you a pyromaniac?: no, i dont like to waste my lighter fluid
Do you have too many love interests?: i wish
Do you know anyone famous?: my sister will be one day, i bet you
Describe your bed: green, with pillows
Spontaneous or plain?: im fuckin plain dude, its gay
What do you carry with you at all times?: waller, david carr autograph, phone
How do you drive?: one hand on top, thats how ya do it
What do you miss most about being little?: no responsibility
Are you happy with your given name?: yeah, i dont care either way
How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year?: damn, alot..um probably like $400-500
Do you talk a lot?: no, i hear alot that i dont talk much at all, i only speak when its necessary
Do you think you're cute?: if people have been stroking my ego for a while, then yeah, but most of the time, no
What is the first thing you think when you see two gay guys or lesbians holding hands?: hey, thats cool man, do your thing.
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it was a pretty dull day today. the only thing that got me through the day without having an enormous feeling of sleepiness/boredness was knowing that i dont have to go to school tomorrow. its pretty sad how much i hate coming to school, but i think its just because summer is getting so close. but whatever, im off tomorrow, im gonna cherish it. we have a door guy coming to the house in the morning to do something to the door, which is why im staying home. yesterday was the most boring day of my life. it was a hugely typical monday, it was just so unbearable im surprised i didnt excuse myself to the bathroom and lodge the toilet seat into my ass for an excuse to go home early. but then after school me and ryan chilled and i felt a little better about the day. then today wasnt so bad, other than the fact that i have like 4 projects due all at the same time this week, all of which i havent started on yet. oh well, ill have to do some homework tomorrow on my off day, which kind of partly ruins it. but ill live. im tough like leather. reminds me of beef jerky. mmmm. but anyway, today was ryans birthday and i called him earlier and he seemed like he had a good day so thats good. ill probably update tomorrow.
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1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I loveable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll stay married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?
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its spring break apparently. it doesnt really feel like it is at all..on friday, the last day of school, it was so gay, we didnt do anything in any classes. i bet the smug little teachers and principals enjoyed that, torturing us an extra day for nothing. bastards. well they didnt get me..thats right. i left after lunch on friday and started spring break a little early. i think i took a nap. then after everyone got home, i called my buddy ryan and we hung out and then i came home and slept. it felt great just to sleep alll night, knowing that i can get up at any time i want to. i feel that i sleep way more peacefully when i know i dont have to get up early in the morning and shit. school stresses me out so much, its like one of those slow deaths. im fine at the beginnings, on the mondays and tuesdays. but damn, by thursday i am BURNT OUT. i cant even enjoy my dinner anymore by that time..and dinner is THE MEAL. but enough about school, its spring break babay. oh yeah, i was documenting the days. then on saturday i woke up at like noon, and i chilled for a while, then whitney picked me up at like 6 or so, and we went up and picked everyone up at rachaels house and we went to the show. haste the day, norma jean, blah blah played. norma jean was FUCKING AWESOME. like the whole time i was kinda eh about the whole show, cause non of the bands really excited me, but when norma jean went up there, they stole the damn show. they got me on my feet for the first time all night. and their thing on the screen, the ring looking shit, just added to their coolness. they played an awesome show. but yeah. then whitney dropped us all off and i went to bed. then yesterday, i call up ryan, cause you know, i only have two friends, and we hung out all day and then he spent the night over at my house. we woke up and went to his house and chilled, then we came back here. then he finally put us out of our misery and went home. by that time, we had been around each other so much we couldnt stand each other anymore. but meh, ill see him tomorrow. lol. i need some mo friends. then after he left i got on the internet and sat around, and i havent done much since. the past 2 weeks or so, i havent been eating much and my appetite had really gone down alot, and i felt so healthy and happy with myself. Who assassinated Abraham Lincoln? but then today i screwed it up and ate a whole shitload of food (trust me it was a shitload, i checked the toilet), but to tell you the truth BIG J (journal), i kinda liked eating all that food. it was like the old school pauler was back. but now i just feel bloated. hopefully i dont sit around for the rest of the week like i am tonight. id like to take advantage of spring break and actually do some fun things. i think i MAY be going to the beach sometime this week, but i doubt it..its more like a 30% chance that itll happen, but meh it doesnt hurt to hope a little. and a buddy of mine gave me an idea to go to astroworld, so i may get someone to go there with me, but i doubt thatll happen either, lol. but yeah im fuckin blabbin in here because no one is online and im really bored and the air is on high and yet im still sweating because the damn air hits EVERYWHERE IN THE HOUSE except for this ONE SPOT. uggghh. and the speakers to my computer dont work, so no music. and the mouse is being all gay and wont move from left to right. my brother came home today and he asked me what i was doing tonight, and i told him nothing, and so he said i could come hang out with him and sam tonight at some gay party or something. so i said yeah, because you know, i had nothing better to do, but then when sam got to my house, he said there wasnt any room in the car. even though i know for a fact there was room. but meh. they told me to ask my grandma for money to get them cigarettes, and if i wouldve done that, i think they would have let me go with them. but i aint no stupid bitch, i was like screw you guys. and so i sit. rocking back and forth. the boredness overtakes my body. my face, slowly getting shinier by the heat. the overbearing sound of silence exumes my ears. the open bag of doritos goes untouched. that was a little literature for the bored people who actually read all the way through this entry. if you read through this whole entry, i want you to leave me a comment...the comment must have the answer to a question, a question that i will insert randomly into this entry. i hope that i get at least 2 comments with the answer to this question. the people who have the answer to the question in the comment, i will love forever. if, by chance, i get no comments, i will feel worthless among my livejournal friends, and i will be alienated from updating my livejournal for weeks and months to come. so keep that in mind. i love you.
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next week is spring break..finally. im so ready for it, school is getting really repetitive. so im going to the prom this year, which is pretty cool. im kind of excited, i hope it all works out. i dont wanna get my hopes up too high just in case something happens and i end up not going, but i hope that doesnt happen.
so theres this park and a pier with a lake and shit that me and ryan go to like almost every day during the school week. so we were chillin over there minding our own business, and this old guy who, i guess lives in that neighborhood comes up to us. and he walks right up to us and he was like, so hows it going guys. and i was like, good. then he was like, theres been some kids sitting around here carving things into the park tables and yada yada. and we were like, well that sucks. then he was like, you know this is a private neighborhood or some shit, and he was implying that we did all of that crap. and so we were like, it wasnt us and shit. and then he was like alright well im gonna get your license plate number and shit, and we were like alright. the thing was that he was an ass about it and he was being real gay, and it just kind of made me mad.
and then FUCKIN YESTERDAY dude..it was gay. so im in 6th period art class, right, and we were doing some watercolor project. and she was telling us these instructions, but everyone was being loud, so i heard her instructions wrong. but what we were supposed to do was, after you painted the picture with the watercolors you were supposed to put this salt on the top of it to make it look like it was shiny or some gay shit. but i heard her wrong and i thought she said put the salt in the watercolor PAINT. so i did that and she saw me doing it and she was like NOO WHAT ARE YOU DOING! really loud, yelling at me. and i was like im sorry i heard you wrong. and she was like NO THAT WAS STUPID and all this shit yelling at me, and i was like CALM DOWN LADY. and then she goes NO I WONT CALM DOWN, GO OUTSIDE, like i fuckin killed her unborn child or something. so i was like, alright fine, so i grabbed my backpack and left. so i just kinda waddled around the school until the period was over and went to my last period. then i come into class today and she acted as if it never happened. she was being extra nice to me and practically did the water color project for me. it was weird.. but yeah, i still hate her guts for yelling at me for something as minor as that.
so yeah thats pretty much all the major events that have happened in the past week or so in my life.
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i stayed home from school today. now i know that i wont be exempt from any of my classes exams, but oh well. i woke up at 6 and i knew as soon as i got up that i didnt want to go to school. so i came downstairs and told my grandma i didnt feel well, and she was like well its your decision to make. so i went upstairs and slept. i woke up at 10 and came downstairs, and my brother was making macaroni and he put hot dogs in it? then he ate and i went and took a shower. when i came back downstairs i couldnt find him, so hes probably asleep somewhere in the house. so im just kind of sitting around enjoying a free day. had an argument last night with someone, and now i dont know where i stand with her. we used to be such good friends, but lately it seems like she doesnt really care what happens, so i dunno what to do. so just in case you read this, i love you and i really do care about you. i know we get into arguments alot, especially lately, but i hope we dont drift apart or anything. im sorry i got mad, but sometimes thats how i feel. i feel like im at a dead end, like you dont care at all, and i dont know what to do. i hope youre not mad at me too much. i love you like no other.
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alright well im bored enough now to update my journal. this weekend was alright, but it could have been better. on friday all day at school i was like, man this sucks i have nothing to do today, ill probably end up sitting on the computer all night. and you know what? i was right. after school, though, i took my grandma to ruthies and we ate and stuff. then we went and got ice cream at tcby. then i applied for a job at a few places and we went home. then ryan came over and saved me from having to help fix the sink, and we went to the pier and looked at the sunset and such. the pier is such a peaceful place, but i only share it with a few select people. maybe one day youll be cool enough to share it with me. probably not. then after the pier, ryan had to do something so he took me home and i sat on the computer all night. it wasnt so bad though, i talked to some cool people. then friday night i went to bed at like 2, for some reason i wasnt tired at all. then today i woke up at 1 and called whitney. i told her i was takin a shower and she said that if i called back she would already be tired of me, so i didnt call her back. then ryan called me a little later and invited me to go to brazos bend state park with him and his brother and a couple of his friends. we went and barbecued some hamburgers and had a good time. that took up like the whole day, then we got back into town and me and ryan were gonna go to the mall because i have like 30 bucks for some odd reason and i was going to buy something i dont need. but then ryan got in trouble for taking his dads atm card. the funny thing is how he got caught. he forgot his dads pin number, so he couldnt withdraw any money. so ryan called his brother and asked him for the pin number. ryans brother gave him the pin number, but ryans dad was sitting right next to joe. it was hilarious. his dad bitched at him over the phone and told him to get home. hoohaha..then he dropped me off and i gave him a "good luck" look and he drove off. then i got on here and have been here ever since. thats pretty much it for this weekend. the weekdays pretty much suck balls because of school and shit, but what can you do. spring break in 2 weeks, and thats just what i need, a break. kit kat bar.
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